The writer is a poet and author based in Islamabad.
Straightforward
 duplicity or covering up of facts to deny and reject what actually 
happened does not change what actually happened. 
Nor could moulding the 
perceptions of a group of people who live under your influence change 
what actually happened. But since the rest of the people in large 
numbers who do not live under your influence will have a different set 
of ideas to believe in and a different set of facts to draw upon for 
information, a small set of people under your influence will be 
continuously at odds with the rest of the world. Owing to the 
advancement of a particular worldview over the years through school 
curriculum, news media and the public messages sent out by the state 
establishment, so many of us, the middleclass Pakistanis, are at odds 
with the rest of the world. 
We live in a perpetual state 
of denial. Everything that does not fit our idea of the world is either 
false propaganda or a malicious conspiracy hatched against our country 
or our society. Individually, we suffer from paranoia, second-guessing 
and distrust. Collectively, we seek solace in an imagined past, a sense 
of possessing higher moral values and a hardened self-righteousness. Our
 rejecting reality and clinging to preconceived notions limit the 
possibility of our intellectual progress and economic growth. Our social
 imagination is blurred by the clouds of self-deceit and nurtured 
ignorance.
Let us begin from some major happenings in our 
history. Many of us believe that it was only the Muslims of the 
Subcontinent who were killed by Hindu bigots and Sikh zealots at the 
time of Partition in 1947. What happened to the Hindus and Sikhs in 
Muslim-majority areas? Human beings show the most atrocious side of 
their character once violence is let loose, whatever faith they preach 
or practise. Those who do not participate in riots, loot, plunder and 
slaughter, provide legitimacy to them by either staying silent, looking 
away or justifying these cruel acts by calling them a reaction to the 
atrocities of the other side, self-defence or natural outburst of 
emotions. It is not truth that is the first casualty in a war, it is 
humanity. However, in order for a society to move forward truth must be 
established before any reconciliation can take place.
Soon
 after independence and the creation of Pakistan, weren’t the 
governments and provincial assemblies of the-then NWFP and Sindh 
undermined by the central government? Did we not annex Kalat state 
expediently rather than through a process of negotiations? Didn’t 
Liaquat Ali Khan, the first prime minister, get the Objectives 
Resolution passed on the one hand and moved us into the American camp on
 the other?
We are told that the self-proclaimed field 
marshal, Ayub Khan, came to power when the country was going through 
massive political instability and then brought about a revolution in our
 economy. The hero was actually a usurper of power who abrogated the 
1956 Constitution of the Republic. His lopsided policies and attitude 
towards the eastern wing fundamentally caused the creation of Bangladesh
 and the Islamic Republic of West Pakistan, in which we live. Social 
justice was denied and civil rights were suspended in his time. 
Political rallies were fired upon even in the early years, but Hasan 
Nasir was the first major political prisoner who was tortured to death 
by the state in Lahore Fort in 1960. I write these lines on the day of 
his 52nd death anniversary. Few would know that there was little change 
in Pakistan’s literacy rate over the glorious decade of Ayub Khan. Some 
say it actually came down. 
Fatima Jinnah rallied the 
opposition against the martial-law ruler but was made to lose the 
presidential elections. She later died in mysterious circumstances. 
Neither has there been a proper inquiry conducted into the 
Quaid-e-Azam’s ambulance running out of fuel on its way from Mauripur 
airbase to Flagstaff House in Karachi, nor into Fatima Jinnah’s death.
Come
 1971. We treated our fellow countrymen shabbily for too long and lost 
them. We lost the war as well. I was told in my school by the Pakistan 
Studies teacher that most of the teachers in East Pakistan were Hindu. 
They poisoned the minds of students against Pakistan and helped create 
Mukti Bahini. If some of us were not to read other accounts by 
independent authors, had not become familiar with what was happening in 
the power corridors, on assembly floors, within the close doors of 
government and military offices and in the internal meetings of the 
political parties of the time, if we had not visited Bangladesh, we 
would still think that our teachers were right.
For the 
last four decades, we have been finding ways to deny what actually 
happened in East Pakistan. One of our preferred ways is to find a work 
by a non-Pakistani, non-Muslim author to prove our point that it was not
 entirely our fault. I am afraid it was. Does it really matter if Sheikh
 Mujibur Rahman exaggerated the figure of casualties of Begalis in the 
1971 military action and the resultant war? Does it really matter if 
three million or three hundred thousand did not die, but only thirty 
thousand? Is thirty thousand a small number by any means? Didn’t the 
West Pakistanis insist on parity with East Pakistan despite its larger 
population? Didn’t we ask for, and then obtain, a bigger share in 
economic resources all along? Didn’t we look down upon our fellow 
countrymen and -women with contempt? Did we not deny them the right to 
rule after the Awami League won 160 out of 300 seats in the 1970 
elections to the National Assembly, forming a simple majority? Could we 
deny all this?
Let us now come to the present. So many of 
us believe that 9/11 was actually a Jewish conspiracy. All Jews were 
told in advance not to go to their offices in the World Trade Centre. 
Some even say that Osama bin Laden was an American agent. Well, well, 
Saudi Arabia is an unrelenting American ally in the world, and 
particularly in the Middle East. Osama was a Saudi dissident. He wanted 
to bring the kingdom down, didn’t he? How come some of our rightwing 
opinion-makers support both Saudi Arabia and Osama at the same time? 
Saudis did not accept his body for burial. Or was he really killed? My, 
my! When the whole world asks what Osama was doing in Pakistan for so 
many years while Pakistan itself is a part of the war waged against him 
and his outfit, we are more concerned about how the American choppers 
could enter our airspace and violate our sovereignty. From Liaquat Ali 
Khan to Ayub Khan, from Ziaul Haq to Pervez Musharraf, all chose for us 
to side with the Americans. All religious outfits were American allies 
until the early 1990s. Could we deny all that?
When Malala
 Yousafzai was shot, the Taliban accepted responsibility and provided a 
rationale for their action, quoting religious texts. But a group came up
 and said that the Taliban couldn’t have done that because it is against
 their values. Rather than our supporting Malala’s cause with one voice,
 a concerted campaign is launched against her, casting doubts upon the 
incident, calling her family American agents. The denial of what 
happened to Malala will lead to denial of education to our girls.
Obituary:
 Rest in peace, Iqbal Haider. You would have called me from Karachi 
after reading this piece. You will be missed dearly.
Email: harris.khalique@gmail.com